State of mind

Guys,I’m gonna make it short:
I’m confused.
I don’t know what to think,I’m leaving Malaysia in less than 2 weeks for my so called home country.But is it still my home country?I’ve been away for so long,have lived with Asian people,I’ve adopted to their lifestyle,their food,their religion,learned how to speak their language.
Will I be able to switch back to “my” culture just like switching the light on and off? I don’t think so.It’s gonna be a long and probably paintful progress,but one thing for sure:
It’s worth the pain you’re going through,that’s one of the things I’ve learned here.

I’m going to leave lots of things behind:
Friends,family,memories,habits,things that I can’t take home because they’re too heavy,…

I am looking forward going back to Germany,but on the other hand I’m also very sad to leave Malaysia,my second home.

I know it sounds very confusing,but that’s what I am right now:
confused!

Should there be amy changes in my mindset I’ll let you know

Till then
Manu

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i noticed you have been very confused ever since the last camp.

Comment by friend— June 26, 2008 #

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lol

maybe that’s because the camp made me realise that
‘s it’s all over now, a thought I tried to avoid as much as I can before…

Comment by Manu— June 26, 2008 #

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hey! didnt know you had one of these! how are you la

Comment by dina— June 28, 2008 #

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Hey, didn’t know you had a blog for blogging from m’sia… haha

PS: Have you recieved the little gift?
*hint* *hint*
“the book”.. hope you liked it

Comment by AY— June 29, 2008 #

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